Life goes on...

I don't know when I will resume doing the music meme, but it will probably be some more days. Friday I had to put down one of my cats, and I'm going through a difficult time dealing with it. He was my baby, I grew up with him and it's hard knowing that he won't stand outside the door in the morning or after I get home from school. Never more roll around in my bed and top of me, forcing me to sleep in uncomfortable positions.

He was old, over 14 years. The vet told us that he wou

ldn't have lived for this long unless he'd gotten this kind of love and care, but in the end it was the desease that killed him. He was so thin, even though he got medicines, they seemed to stop working, and he stopped putting on weight, he was constantly hungry, tired and just not what he used to be. Still, if he hadn't gotten that desease, I am certain that he would still be running around.

We buried him yesterday, and I barely had the light to see him for the last time, it looked like he was sleeping, and that sort of...I don't know...calmed me?

I will always miss him, I loved him.

Day 5

Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone

This song remind me of some of my best friends and the amazing time we had in Japan, summer of 2010. Whilst there, this song was played over and over again outside our local Starbucks where we could spend hours a day. This song brings back so many memories, both good and bad of the people there.

ハナミズキ[Hanamizuki]

[EDIT: For some reason, the video was removed by the user, but if you still want to hear it, just go to youtube and search for the title above]

Day 4

Day 04 - A song that makes you sad

Hanakotoba by The GazettE. This song is so dear to me. The way Rukis voice sounds so raw and honest gives me goosebumps each and every time I listen to it. I think my biggest wish for Tokyo Dome is to hear this song.

Day 3

Day 03 - A song that makes you happy

Seriously, how can somone NOT get happy from this song!! JOHN by LM.C

Day 2

Day 02 - A song that you hate

Anything by Justin Bieber lol. Sorry, but I just can't stand that gir-boy. I also can't stand Imma Bee or whatever it's called, it just drives me up agains the waaaaaall!

Day 1

I didn't have time to start the meme until now >_>

Day one; favourite song.

I don't think I could ever choose just one song. At the moment, I would say Gaika, chinmoku ga nemuru koro by DIR EN GREY.

Check it out~

Music meme

Stole this from my lovely Dei! This will mostly be practice for me to blog more ehehehhee.

I'm starting now, so sometimes during today I will post the first.

Day 01 - Your favourite song
Day 02 - A song that you hate
Day 03 - A song that makes you happy
Day 04 - A song that makes you sad
Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone
Day 06 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 09 - A song that you can dance to
Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 11 - A song from your favorite band
Day 12 - A song from a band you hate
Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure
Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 15 - A song that describes you
Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 19 - A song from your favorite album
Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry
Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy
Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad
Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument
Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play
Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 29 - A song from your childhood
Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

Love my sister

Last night me and my sister were home alone, which means there will be movies, food, candy and lots and lots of giggles.

At one point, around 1am or so, we randomly talked about silly tattoos, and I mentioned that if I ever were to get one, it would be an epic 'Kaoru, Kaoru eat cashews' tattoo. My sister then looks at me, and states with a straight face "Then I'm gonna have chocolate tattooed...across my belly"

She the cutest ever!

Halloween 2010!!

So....*cough* Sorry for not blogging in like...forevah. I really don't have any excuses.

Anyways! Last Saturday my work arranged a Halloween party at the local childparking or whatever LOLOLOL!! I tell you, alcohol + junglemaze + no light anywhere = insane amounts of fun! I sure as heck had a great time, exept for one incident that kind of dampened the mood. Still, going out on the town later in the evening with the makeup I wore was like...ASDSLØSGKKLGTHEBESTEVERLOL! I got a LOT of funny reactions and comments *snorts*

Unfortunatly, I did't take that many pictures, but I'm sure others did, I just haven't seen them yet, since my colleagues are a lazy bunch of retards.

Sorry for the grossness....no..not really AHAHHAHAA!!