Life goes on...

I don't know when I will resume doing the music meme, but it will probably be some more days. Friday I had to put down one of my cats, and I'm going through a difficult time dealing with it. He was my baby, I grew up with him and it's hard knowing that he won't stand outside the door in the morning or after I get home from school. Never more roll around in my bed and top of me, forcing me to sleep in uncomfortable positions.

He was old, over 14 years. The vet told us that he wou

ldn't have lived for this long unless he'd gotten this kind of love and care, but in the end it was the desease that killed him. He was so thin, even though he got medicines, they seemed to stop working, and he stopped putting on weight, he was constantly hungry, tired and just not what he used to be. Still, if he hadn't gotten that desease, I am certain that he would still be running around.

We buried him yesterday, and I barely had the light to see him for the last time, it looked like he was sleeping, and that sort of...I don't know...calmed me?

I will always miss him, I loved him.